Don't Wanna Let Go.

I LOVE/HATE The Narcissism Machine

Narcissism:(def.) -self-love: an exceptional interest in and admiration for yourself;

Now, with myself, there exists this intense love/hate relationship with TWITTER, but for the longest time I could NOT figure out why I'd even describe my relationship with an inanimate object, let alone a social networking website as love/hate.
I mean sure people are annoying as hell, that's a very consistent thing in life, but that never made me NOT want to get on facebook or myspace (maybe the spam on myspace but not the ppl). So what is it about this little twitter box that drives me up a wall?


nothing to do with the blog post

I love the aspect of instant communication with a lot of different people, so for a while I likened twitter to an oldschool* AOL-esque chatroom. Log on. See what people doing, update your followers on what you're doing, interact and take it from there.
From twitter has come plenty of spontaneous meet-ups, LOTS of comedy, news updates, sports scores, award show happenings, up to the minute music drops, and countless other discussions that happen in real-time that allows one to stay up to date on everything that doesn't matter in this world. We get to keep in touch with all of our friends who we can't see regularly and hell we even get to talk and interact with our favorite famous people!

So where does the 'hate' part of the equation come in?

I think it has something to do with a combination of the 140 character limit and the ability to retweet. (someone re-posting what you've posted to show that they agree or display their thoughts on it)

Can you really share an in-depth idea or concept in 140 characters?
Maybe you can share some noble or wise saying, but even that lends itself to the narcissism; cause you really just want your wisdom to be seen, heard and acknowledged.


again, absolutely nothing to do with the blog post.

and thus we've arrived!
It seems like twitter subconsciously enhances the desire to be heard.
What did we do with all of these random and pointless thoughts that occurred before there was twitter?
We kept them to our damn selves**! but twitter gives each and everyone one of us a platform to be heard and this feeds into the DESIRE to be heard, and each retweet is a person in the "audience" reaffirming that someone is out there "listening" to your random thought process, encouraging you to go on and on about whatever it is that you was talking about.

Did I mention that in about 80% of tweets the subject is the tweeter?
"I'm doing this..."
"I think this..."
"My this does this..."
"I, Me, my..blah blah blah"

multiply this time the #ofFollowers and you've got a twitter timeline that often resembles being slapped over the head with a collection of up-to-the-minute autobiographies that you didn't ask for*** in the first place***.
(and for the record I am not claiming to be a saint amongst sinners)
&that shit be annoying
...thus...my love/hate relationship with twitter is explained.
thanks for reading my rant


_mC

*feels weird referring to something in the late90's early 2000's as "oldschool"
** or shared with a SELECT group of people ie; friends, someone around you, etc.
*** but maybe you did ask for this by being on twitter?

P.S. now let me go feed The Narcissism Machine so it can poop out the good feelings that come with a comment.

Life.

Sometimes Life amazes me
I've been on these spiels about how humping until you shoot off in a girl amazes me in how that makes life or A life, but I guess I'm just amazed by life period.
How do the trillions of atoms in the universe converge in a very specific way to create a conscious mind?
I think being conscious amazes me.
But even more than that, the ways in which humans subconsciously imitate the polar energies within the atoms that our bodies consist of is amazing.
ya know
Protons--->Positive...add...good...protagonist...etc.
Electrons--->Negative....subtract....bad...antagonist...etc.
Neutrons...Neutral.

And all of these atoms which create out conscious minds have been here billions of years before our minds came into existence.
kinda makes ya think.

end train of thought.


_mC

This...

...is going to seem random as hell
but my homegirl Blaine has the illest profile picture in the facebook universe right now:


Have a nice day.

_mC

Thoughts.

In order to change who you are
you must become someone who you are not
you must do things that "you" wouldn't do.
things "you" were afraid of doing
things "you" are unaccustomed to doing
conquer fear and pursue discomfort
ask not who you are
ask who have you made yourself into.
change who you are and you'll change your life.
_mC

Poem #1

The winds of change blew and I remained
making me the last leaf sitting high upon his branch of virtue
I changed my mind about being around.
In places of darkness where hope is a memory
make yourself forgotten.


_mC

Jane

New Music project written and recorded by myself
Hope ya'll enjoy!

(Click to download)

(Click to download)


http://usershare.net/e7qgyy8y117z
http://usershare.net/e7qgyy8y117z
http://usershare.net/e7qgyy8y117z

Production includes:
Drew Kid
Dj Jazzy Jeff
...Focus
Nottz
Mark Ronson/Salaam Remi
6th Sense
Haz Solo & June Bug...
and Mash-Up Productions
40

and I appreciate all the love & support as I grow as an artist.
Hope ya'll enjoy.
& leave some feedback, thoughts, opinions, all that!


_mC

Nobody knows.

How much time had I spent sitting alone in the dark analyzing this world around me?
How much time had I spent sitting alone in the dark analyzing myself and how I created this world around me?



_mC

Track by Track #3 (Say it Aint So/ Save a Spot/ No Savior)

(Click to download)


Say it Aint So-
(scratches record)

Chill Music(...Songs about Jane)
coming soon!


that is all

_mC

2 Sides (Open Wounds pt. 2)

I was gonna explain myself
but I don't owe niggas shit.

'Cause whilst partying, whilst saving one of those 'I can't believe this picture exist' pictures from existing... because of my thoughts like ' I wouldn't want somebody doing that to me' it occurred to me.
Am I the only one thinking about someone else?
yeah...
I owe a couple young ladies A LOT of things.
but I don't owe niggas shit.

Kthanksbye! ;)


_mC

Track by Track #3 Joints/ Supa mC

With Love, from mC

(Click to download)

Joints-
"Joints" was a song that I honestly recorded randomly as hell, word kinda sorta got around that I rap and to make a long story short, I hooked up with my friend Eddie to record on his equipment. Its no big secret that I love myself some woman; and this was my song to my woman at the time. I just didn't want to make it overly and outwardly lovey-dovey.
So here's 1/2 of the first verse and I think you'll clearly get what I mean.

"At the bar taking more..shots that Sean Bell
friends saying i've OD'd homie I can't tell
hit mademoiselle..."pour me another"
'till I hit mademoiselle and we forget the rubber
so raw in our love I came...
to a conclusion
she'll make ya eyes pop out like houston
she'll make 'Ye put some sing on it (808's & Heartbreak?)
shiiit..she'll make Jay put a ring on it (Jay-Z/Beyonce...Single Ladies?)"

But this was def one of those night where everyone was just chillin in the room and I was recording..good times...good music
and I just hope ya'll agree and maybe can relate to having a 'joint' of your own.


Supa mC-
See now, sometimes you do a song and you just know. You do a song and you hit the playback button and it gives you THAT feeling. After that you say to yourself "ok lemme give a day and see how I feel about it" because when you make music, a lot of times you need to step away from the song and clear your mind of things, come back to it and listen with a refreshed ear. When I say this song passed all of my tests with flying colors, I mean it. Now I'm not going to go on and on because if anything I just wish ya'll would hear the track and decide if its hot(or hotter) for yourself. But this is def. one of my favorite cuts on the project. Its more of a concept-less/rapping for the sake of rapping song..but I think I did a pretty decent job...
if any has DJ Jazzy JeFF's emil by all means feel free to sned it to him.

'til next time!


_mC

Open Wounds

Dear blogger...

I don't want to be some bitter young fuck, shooting out subliminal thoughts to let people know how I feel anymore. I thought that doing so would be a good way to cope with the emotional turmoil and make me feel better, but its only turned me into something i'm not. I'm not this guy who enjoys negativity in any way shape or form, and I never have been, but when faced with such a betrayal how does one react? Vengeance in mindset...(or so I've heard...)and I'm not going to lie, I've sat... and thought to myself "How can I make this person feel the way I feel, or hurt the way i've been hurting?", and I came up with a couple of answers, but upon the first leg of putting them into action I caught myself, and realized that this is just not the person that I am.
a monster.

So instead I tried to just bury the hatchet and prematurely be beyond what I was feeling. So I smiled, and exchanged kind words, all the while bearing this seemingly inescapable weight. I knew I was not happy with this person, yet I put up the facade...which only kept the wound open. And served to make me something that I am not.
fake.

(to be cont'd)

_mC

without FLASH!

Twinfolk x Traceface


'Twinfolk x Self'


'Burn After Rolling'


'Walk in the Park'


Lady Friends



'Jimmys sChoos'



Big Sean x Wale at Howards homecoming



'Greyscale' ~ a charcoal drawing/self portrait by H.Assebe



'Falling'



Some pics from the past couple of months.
enjoy!


_mC

Track-by-Track #2 - mC@Work / MD

With Love, from mC

(Click to download)

mC@Work(Prod. DJ Jazzy Jeff)-
This song is the oldest song on the project, recorded in cool edit pro at my house(Waldorf) in my computer room one day. I heard the beat and it really reminded me of older hip-hop scenes with an emcee and a DJ rocking the stage. From there, I just wrote a rap. I feel like as a 'rapper' you have to just have the ability to rap (read: go on and on with clever metaphors, and flows), period. So this wasn't one of those super deep, complex,emotional or overly thought-out records. My aim was just to RAP. I always think my lines go over ppls heads, true or not ::Shruggs:: but heres some of my favs from the track:

"the measure of a man, yes sir, the liter/leader is back"

"... ok, i murder beats just to put it plainly, no Mook
hit it, get ghost but no spooks,
flows proof, liquor imitation but no spoof"

"hot like texas pete, you'll get a tan standing next to me
you'll get a brand standing next to me
no louie V, b-b-b-bitch..you can ask the greeks".

In addition to that, I felt the sincere need to throw in some Fresh Prince of Bel-Air references just because it was a DJ Jazzy Jeff produced track. The hook/bridge/chorus was really supposed to be my idea of just rocking out on stage, and giving the DJ some time to do his thing... added a little 'back and forth' to give the feeling of an interaction between emcee and DJ;...
and there you have it; mC@Work.


MD(Prod.???)-
This is one of those jams where it got written, and put into the stash and sat on. The instrumental is from a MURS song about his hometown of LA, so I decided to flip it in a similar fashion, starting off with what happened to be happening a lot at the time"

"Ridin' shotgun in the whip/
lighting up a spliff/
celly lighting up my hip..."

and to be honest, this was probably going to remain in the stash until I got to writing the hook, usually these are honestly the most painstaking part of writing for me, but this one really came with ease, and after it was recorded, I pretty much fell in love with it.
Ant asked me why I static-ed out certain words in the verse,
but around that part of the verse i'm talking about.. like future fashions..and then I go on to say how "I won't spill" due to jocking-ass biting-ass niggas.
but...this (like mC@Work) honestly really isn't that deep, just a shoutout to my home state of Maryland.
the second verse went more into specifics of the state, but it never got fully completed, so I just cut it after the hook and exported from Pro-Tools.
and there ya have it; MD.

_mC

Despite.

The scars on my brain.
the brand(s) on my memory.
the damages to my trust.
the lies in my ears.
the misuse.
the pitfalls.
the losses.
the lack of understanding.
and the constant reminder of it all.
...
i'm not gon' cry.



_Michael

Track-by-Track#1: Cover /Amzing ft. Mouse & Supreme (Prod. KanYe West)

With Love, from mC
(Cover)

(Click to download)

Cover:
In my own mind I'm always on some artsy fartsy shit and I pick different symbols, colors, items, etc; to express my innermost thoughts/emotions. With the cover of this project I really wanted the giving motion to be understood ((c)title) and after a couple of maybe's, I found this image and thought it captured the feeling exactly. I loved the tape because before mp3's, iPods, CDs and CD players there was a Walkman..which played these awesome little tapes. And around this era was when I found myself starting to REALLY enjoy music. So in that way it symbolizes a start of things.
The color was originally minus the reddish-tint on the tape, but as time went on, the entire time frame during which I made these songs started to have a different personal meaning because of relationships with people changing and other happenings in my life.



The significance with red is that, I associate that time period with a major romance in my life, which ended. But even more-so a car accident, which I suffer these graphic flashbacks from, and in these flashbacks I just see red everywhere. So in what mimics a coping strategy, I released these 'old' songs..in order to 'release' my mindstate from those times and stresses.


Amzing ft. Mouse aka the Waldorf Poster Boy & Supreme

My verse on this song was meant to represent something of a come-up, but not in the traditional sense. Instead of coming into any type of fame or fortune, its really just coming into a favorable light period and as a person who hasn't always had the best self-esteem its a little triumphant, but without losing the feeling of past, more bleak realities.

"Dimes tend to get drunk and tell me they like my swag/
and if that was you, you'd probably say that trying to brag/
but me? ...that just balances out the bad, luck I had/
with scaliwags all in my past/ but i'm past all the bitterness"

To me lines like that illustrate, basically that I wasn't always the hot shit on the block, so from that... to this.
and then the line at the end:

"plus i'm, oh so, honest when revealing it/
(w)rappers just good at concealing it...amazing

is just supposed to be off of some 'I'm not a rapper... i'm a emcee/mC" type shit.

So I hope that gives everyone a little insight.
next: Track-by-Track #2 mC@work / MD

_mC

With Love...

via: www.mC-bsides.blogspot.com

#Random
But here's a little project I put together during my previous semester.
These tracks are a little rough/unmixed/incomplete
but they were all made in love.
Over the next 2 or so weeks i'll give some commentary on each of the tracks
Enjoy!
With Love... from mC (The Red Tape)






Dedicated to everyone who ever loved, music, another or life...


_mC

P.S. Somethings you never learn! ::smacks face::

Complicated like.

simply
shits complicated like a young man being left heartbroken
only to realize that he'd become just like those who he'd left the same way in the past
like.
expecting a straight answer but my mind works in circles so i can't really seem to give it to you like that
like.
All those things you never said while I cared to hear them, falling like rain upon my deaf ears...until they started to flood my thoughts
like.
keeping it to yourself, only to (we)blog and hope everyone finds out how you feel.
like.
How i'm intentionally not a good friend..cause they wasn't 'good' friends...but instead of making myself or things better, it only makes everything worse(r)
like.
How I need space..and someone offering a helping hand
like.
I wish I could disappear...and be everywhere
like.
life.




_mC

Enjoy the beat while it lasts,
I thought to myself as I watched the plunge.
My heart had bid its farewell to the rest of my being
choosing death over this life.
Using what strength I had left, he cut himself out.
my wounded sternum a diving board
the concrete beneath my feet an Olympic sized swimming pool.
stretched his arms out over his head readying diving position.
step.step.step.bounce.bounce.
splat.
a little writhing in pain,
but he had endured so much that this final bit was relief
goodbye.


_mC

PS.
IDon'tFeelSoGood:(

Kid Cudi (Light side)

...Kinda sorta expressed exactly the shit I be on.

Very few things phase me because I am | | | | |[{not}]| | | | | | on this planet.
Mentally I've come to exist on a plane that allows me to see all life as trivial and meaningless.
So to counteract this, I give my life meaning on a daily basis and strive to be strife free.



_mC

PS.
...but maybe I'm just pon de gangja
but since I'm not i'll just (p)resume that I be on that other sht.

The Lonely Stoner.

I often find myself, solo in the rafters, examining people, words, actions. Its almost surreal, watching the real world. So, like a TV show I watch the plots play out, the twists, the turns, people smiling for the camera only to reveal their ugly side when they think no one is looking...right.
Or maybe your the big brave hero, and nobody sees the chinks in your armour?
Either way..the majority of what I see I don't like...
So I just keep to myself, my lack of words is rarely nothing to say...
Encapsuled in my own.
Who am I to judge.
who are you...
....to free his mind at night.


_mC

Pretty Girl...

[via www.mC-bsides.blogspot.com]

...don't frown when you see me.

and of course that doesn't make any sense..but maybe those words might hold some relevance sooner or later.
This cut that i'm taking out of the vault pretty much came from my long nights waiting tables, my man YB knows EXACTLY what i'm talking about.
I tend to zone out and observe my surroundings (possibly due to my studies*) when i'm at work, because its almost weird, I think about how everyone who works here ended up here and things of that nature. Just on some "I'd hate to still be working this job if i was in my 30's " type of stuff.
So I took that basic feeling, and talked about it from a perspective of someone who's dropped out of college and is at said job, just feeling a little desperate. I feel like people can relate to something like that.
plus i mean niggas be rapping...all that
but anyways here it is:
complete with BSU theme'd Artwork;


http://usershare.net/3k1bd8w5e2tv


_mC

*Horticulture

mC - TMA

[via www.mC-bsides.blogspot.com]
This is a track I did around about the middle of summer, I had these 6th Sense beats and this one was always one of my favorites out of the bunch. So I decided to do some work to it.
The title of this track is a small play off of TMI (too much information), because music is therapy and in therapy you just express yourself...hence TMI. But, as any person who's tried to extract some truly critical 411 from me, can tell you... its coded.
So lines like " Don't Argue/Could've been that closet I hit or some lawsuits" refer to my old "Rihanna" and I couldve really been on some Chris Brown shit..but redirected and the outcome of that's just a scar on my hand. So there's really just a lot of little things like that, my insecurities, my drug habits, etc etc.
and the hook is just really self explanatory "these aint just rhymes/ see this is my art, so take some time..and take me apart".
In addition to that some...expirimentation with the mixing. etc etc.
I got like 3-4 other songs done on 6th Sense beats so I whenever I finish/mix those, and create some cover/backcover art i'll release a little mC x 6th Sense Project.
Enjoy!(click the pic):

http://usershare.net/yuf4uw395ha3

Blog Entry.

I see a little bit of God in us,
such unbridled love;

_mC

So I wrote this weBlog for you.

Since I've actually been doing what I've set out to do, I figured it was ok for me to chill a little bit and attempt to rekindle what was long lost with this weblog,
I remember this (weblog) used to be full of life;
Pictures.
Poetry.
photoshops.
Music.
And it offered a little insight into what I was thinking.
it was like a one stop shop for all things mC (that's Mr. Claiborne to you tho')
So, I wrote this weBlog for you...
*ahem*
*crackeds knuckles*
*Opens flickr.com, Photoshop, Picasa, and iTunes*

"Steps"


I'm still taking steps,
To discover yourself is one journey,
Made through interactions with the world, and those around you.
To discover yourself as an artist on the other hand is completely different.
I feel like you have to both be your biggest fan and your biggest critic.
How does this even work?
I don't know... somehow, but I promise you when you get to my 'art' portion it'll be my sincere and honest best attempt at letting everyone understands myself, people like myself and our views. Cause when you express its never just you, its just us. Thats what allows people to relate.
But i'm rambling, and i'm sure Dana will point out something that i've spelled wrong lol


_mC

P.S. This entire entry was a metaphor.

Sorry...

I know you love me...
but i'm breaking up with you
very publicly...
maybe i'll be back
maybe I won't...
in all honesty i don't know

but I love what we had
I just gotta go get something else.

_mC

Day1

"whole 'lotta cute friends that I lust on the low
don't ask me my thoughts, you don't just wanna know
you got this ego..and just want it to grow...
like...how I end up friends with a perfect 10?"


_mC

With Love...from mC Vol. 2

Moonlight and fireworks.
what I need exactly...

lemme go get that, i'll be back...

_mC

This might break a whole bunch of [n-word] rules...

But someone please explain to me in great detail this saying 'bros over hoes'.
not that I necessarily disagree with the statement, but I feel like people have started to use this as a blanket 'fix' or reply for any and all situations involving triangular disputes with guys and girls.
well, honestly not that It needs that much explaining
I figured that the general rule of those is to look out for your 'bros':

brother(s) -
1. a male with the same parents as someone else; "my brother still lives with our parents"
2. a male person who is a fellow member (of a fraternity or religion or other group); "none of his brothers would betray him"
3. a buddy: a close friend who accompanies his buddies in their activities
*feel free to pick any definition that applies to you*

over lookin' out for said 'hoes'

Hoe(s)-
1. A skank
2. A woman that is too loose in the booty.
3. Woman or man that fuck anything with two legs.
*again, feel free to pick any definition that applies to you*

and thats certainly understandable, but the confusion in this comes from all the forged 'brotherhood' amongst social circles
and the assumed 'hoe-ness' of young women.

does 'bros over hoes' apply to your mom and dad?
how about does it apply to your sister(s) and whoever they are dealing with?

my whole point is to say:
before people toss around the 'bro's over hoes' all willy nilly, one should take a sincere look at what where they stand in relation to other people. because you could be saying bro's over hoes
but my man Ludacris says
"Most of us niggas is hoes too..."
So what you really saying?


_mC

Vs.

I just want to tell one person everything...

































































...but I can settle for telling everyone nothing.
I guess this is the end result of those things.
_mC

Sooooo blog.

What's up?
How are you doing?
thats cool...
Did I tell you that I been struggling with some things lately?
I mean of course always...but some things in particular got me bent outta shape.
Its like... my sanity is fighting against my image.
My image says 'chill'
my sanity says... 'blow this joint up'
metaphorically of course...
but tomorrow's gonna be a good day...
and i'll have plenty of pics to share with you blog.
you remember when i used to post pics off the regular?...
yeah I got my camera (and some time) back...so lets go back for that feeling...
that feel good shit...

Love you!
_mC

Dear World

At Approximately 4:32 in the morning.
I became infuriated.
I was about to doze off
then I went to this blog that I go to
clicked a single little link...
and it set my blood on fire.
I promise i've been searching my whole entire entity for it
but I cannot find any.

Cynthia only had one.



_mC

Psych 101

The main problem about actually paying attention in psych class is that, when you get to that chapter about coping mechanisms, you might just run the risk of remembering what the f*ck they were talking about.
So as I find myself going through the different stages, I can't even really TRULY pass through any of them...
The result in my mind tripping over itself...
"Oh this is just my brain attempting to conjure up some logical, seemingly factual, reasoning as to why I should be completely ok"
"this is just my brain making light of something major in order to make it easier to deal with emotionally ..."
"And THIS is my brain yadda yadda yadda...."
You ever think about something so much that you tell yourself to shut the f*ck up about it?

I could ask what I, personally did wrong...
and then I could eventually just chalk this feeling and series of events up to anything I might have 'gotten away with' in the past
treat it like karma coming back to me...
....but the sad thing is... I know that thats just a coping mechanism as well...

its 4 in the morning and I just have one question that my brain can't cancel out...
What was there ever to gain?


-1


_mC

....

IS THAT UNFORGIVABLE !?!


-mC

DaCia x Twitter fo' ya LIFE!

Today DaCia decided to bless us with these random, yet TRUE AS F*CK statements:


www.twitter.com/itsDaCia;

Fact- If you still have a sidekick, you are wack.
Fact- Blackplanet pioneered the cyber social community idea.
Fact- EVERYONE had a blackplanet. And left when Myspace blew up.
Fact- EVERYONE had a myspace and left when Facebook blew up.
Fact- They are all on their way to twitter.
Fact- Erykah Badu>>>>Beyonce
Fact- Lauren Hill>>>>Beyonce
Fact- J-i-l-l-s-c-o-t-t-eeee-heeee from north philly ya'll>>>>Beyonce
Fact- @antoine_son is one of my favorite rappers. I play him in the car regularly along with @mc301. @antbeezydoesit can attest to this
Fact- If a boy pays me too much attention I'll think he's lame.
Fact- Size matters. I don't care what they told you in health class.
Fact- My bestfriend is my ideal as far as what I want in a man, but I would never risk our friendship.
Fact- Opinions can't be given these days. If you like something, You are a hop on or you sucking it off. If you don't, you are a hater.
Fact- Great groups of friend come in four. Sex in the City, Girlfriends, Seinfeld cast..
Fact- I never found katt williams that funny*
Fact- If a meet a boy and he doesn't think that Illmatic is one of the greatest albums in hiphop history I scratch him off my mental list
Fact- Katt Williams's act is just an extension of his role in Friday after next that was WRITTEN FOR HIM! Duhh people!
Fact- the 90's is arguably the best TV period in history. I remember rushing home just to see a TV show. TV these days ain't the same.
Fact-I get upset when boys use "pussy" or anything feminine to reference a weaker person. Shit. You try to carry a baby and pushing it out.
Fact- We say "Bless you" when someone sneezes because your heat temporarily stops beating. Sorry, I'm a science major.
RT @FUCKMETONYPOLO Fact- I SUMTIMES TURN OFF ALL THE LIGHTS IN MY HOUSE AND STARE AT MY AIR YEEZYS
Fact- The city of Miami will be underwater in 20 years de to melting of the icecaps. Thanks pollution.
Fact- I'd rather a boy talk to me about sports than to be on some cuddle lovey-dovey shit.
Fact- a boy talking to me about sports, music (hiphop/rap preferably), and sneakers will damn near have me...uh you finish the rest. lol.
Fact- DMV is holding twitter down. We outchea! Night folks!


*He's aiight!

_mC

holla @ Me on twitter:
www.twitter.com/mC301
holla @ DaCia on twitter:
www.twitter.com/itsDaCia
holla @ Ant on twitter:
www.twitter.com/Antoine_son

mC - Just a Model

Inspiration = Art
I'm really not giving any more explanation than that
Ya'll know the routine, click the pic or click the links



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http://www.zshare.net/audio/59291141aa54ea11/
http://www.zshare.net/audio/59291141aa54ea11/

Prod. FatJon
(I don't really know who thatis..thats just what the beat said lol)

_mC

mC- LostYou

This a song that I had in the archives waiting to be heard.
I was just gonna hold on to it..but after my girl's friend Jasmin RANDOMLY came through and dropped some vocals on it...I had to mix it and let it out.
BUT THEN my pro-tools was acting crazy(read: not WORKING!!!)...so this song has gone through some tumultuous times. Because of that i feel like I should drop it..

The first verse is about wack-rapper-friends.
The second verse is a story told from first person about a guy hopelessly in love and pursuit of this love, all to no avail.
and they (the verses) are longer than standard 16s because I tend to write in a freeflowing style.

Focus production.
_mC




or just click this
http://www.zshare.net/audio/579883469557e0b4/
http://www.zshare.net/audio/579883469557e0b4/
http://www.zshare.net/audio/579883469557e0b4/
http://www.zshare.net/audio/579883469557e0b4/
http://www.zshare.net/audio/579883469557e0b4/

P.S. to friends of mine..don't feel offended..because i know ALOT of wack rappers
so...if you ARE wack..just feel like I told you the truth.

The Truth

I actually am not a fan bitches...women/niggas...don't matter
and thats the truth...

ya'll feeling this Big Pooh joint?
its unimpressive to me..to be real honest


_mC

Don't

Don't go and seek love...
go and seek Happiness

...

like this piff ass PacDiv video


WHENS THE NEXT TAPE DROPPING FELLAS!

anyways...what i said up there
holla @ me

_mC

oh yeah a couple tracks in post-production...

What's Good Ma! ver.1

All I gotta say...is Keri Hilson





Whats Good Ma!?

In addition to that, i'm loving the music she's putting out
and our birthdays are on the same day (Oct.27), SCORPI(h)O's all day!
here the vid:

Keri Hilson (Feat. Lil Wayne) - Turnin Me On
Uploaded by BlackAndree

Happy first day of spring(yesterday), and everyone take care of themselves;;;

_mC

NewBlog ver. 9808970

My layout looks just like nando's So i'm bout re-up..and drop some fresh tunes for that ass.

I like posting videos...

So just vibe with this joint for a minute...


Donell Jones - Where I Wanna Be - Donell Jones



that is all

_mC

Had it all figured out...

but she left me with a broken heart"
_lil Wayne


Honestly, I give a fuck not what anyone says... the song was iight the video catapulted it into 'my shit' category.
Why?
cause you never know how, everything can turn around

_mC

This guy...

KNows what he's talking about
I miss the joint...
like the raw version of the joint...
not this facade....

but...

Loves hard


_mC

smh.

:-/


_mC

QOTP
"Instead I put comeback on
fast foward to the end...(?) yeah thats my song"
_mC

I would blog

But i'm making music....
trynna be so far gone...
and every cHoice that I made so far,wrong.

Valentines Day came early for me

"I hate(?) you"

really?
dually noted.


_mC

Layout UPDATE

The new theme is the "Many faces of"

and something funny happened to me today...
I keep realizing how 'teamless' I am...
and its like...thats how I know i'm just meant to be a solo player
shouts to everyone tho'
its all love

and shorty said I should get dreads
and I told her I would JUST because she said I should and if they don't look hot then im coming for her neck

So...
thats one cat out the bag
lets see if we can make this redesign the next


_mC

QOTP
"I be posted with my blunt and my brew..."
_Cudi

I know, I know, I know

I know i was supposed to be keeping up with the daily...but that shit is hard
so sorry to my (0) readers,
but I do have a track for all (0) of you...
Brand new

mC- StuntHarder Freestyle.mp3
and you know theres gotta be a pic wit the link too




even tho' lmnhny said she didn't like how this looked...
to that i say...
BLAH!
lol

enjoy the new joint and have a good day everyone...its damn near 70 degrees where i'm at so ya'll better!

_mC

QOTP
"thinkin' that penny pinching for now
and petty pensions aint the life for me
so i treat every beat like competition...
I know..."
_mC

P.S. Flickr REALLY wants me to buy the premium account...
but little do they know i'm cheating on 'em with my OG photobucket...
::rubs chin:: metaphor for life?

Day 6

Feb.03
[0]

I guess thats a record button up there...
but... we'll just call all of that [fuckery] a series of unfortunate events
remember that one...
and the flyer?
more of the same...
goodnight bloggerhythmic thingy

oh yeah...
well nevermind lemme not blow up the blogger tonight
twitter.com/mc301


_mC

QOTP
"Treat this thing right, you only got one life"
_mC

Day 5

(Feb.2)
Shake It.

:'(
then...
:'(
then...
:'(
then...
:-/
then...
:-)

still fuck all of 'em tho'
and I don't blame you moonlight...I can just try to make up for mistake in my past...
if I still gotta pay for em its on me...like its always been
I do understand
as for the rest of that dumb shit...


_mC

QOTP
"Never sat on any benches...I got in games..."
_lil Wayne

Day 4.7

But its ok...
because alls fair.





_mC

Day 4.5

Without you...


_mC

Day 4.3

I'm lost.


_mC

Day 4

(Feb.1)
The Bridge is OVER

Today I worked on something that I haven't worked on in a long ass time...
a f*cking DISS song... and then a different track briefly discussing the Mirror Image f*ckery (as it shall be referred to from henceforth)...and the production on that joint? ::drumroll:: this ILL ass Dunc. instrumental...::shruggs:: I HAD TO! lol
whatever

but the DISS song is a light hearted, jab..barely peppered...just shot one time. Apparently I'm in competition to make the illest mixtape on BSU's campus..and by that I mean THERE IS NO COMPETITION...
the 'Diss' will explain it all tho'... I might even pass on the superbowl to knock these two tracks out...::looks at the time... 6:15?:: I doubt it tho'...

but umm...tell these niggas compare themselves to me after they get some rapper stripes...(and i'm not even a rapper)
---I mean drop tapes
---I mean been in freestyle battles
---I mean... had people reach out for collabs
---I mean rock a crowd...
---I mean drop

not saying that I have the most rap stripes...but i got few lol
ok, ok...I HAVE to watch the superbowl...i can't fade it!

_mC

QOTP-

"everything is shit, except you love(s)"

KanYe vs. PhonTe

So along my day, a friend asks me about if I heard what PhonTe [of little brother] had to say about KanYe's '808's and Heartbreak', more specifically about his use of auto-tune.
ARTICLE

Now...I love PhonTe(nh.) and I (try to) respect everyone's opinion, but I HAVE TO COMPLETELY, TOTALLY, WHOLLY, and respectfully disagree.

Kanye wasn't singing long ass over-extended Beyonce-esque runs. KanYe always sang a little bit, but to me this album focuses on the melodies to get the points of each ballad across, and the auto-tune just reinforces the melodies, the passion comes through, and the song-writing is ill. What more can I say? [/Jay-Z]

sidenote: Are you telling me songs like Streetlights, Paranoid, Say You Will, and Heartless aren't expertly pulled off?

>>of course I don't expect a response...but

::stink face @ Phonte::
::Puts in Minstrel Show::

_mC

QOTP
"Music is just what feeling sounds like..."
_JoeyB

Day 3

(Jan.31)
Tearz

I think I should blog in the morning because yesterday when I said no fuckery went on, as the day went on it turned out that no fuckery occurred, granted mild fuckery did occur, but I brushed it off. I MUST MUST MUST be coming out of my stink-mode.

Lucky Me...
sidenote: I heard the word "WAH-mbulance" the other day...
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I HEARD THAT?...I know ya'll never heard it cause ya'll aren't nearly as OG gamer-nerd as I am... but that made me laugh intensely.

OOOOH!
Rhymefest vs. Charles Hamilton?

QOTP
"i want a big green open field and a beautiful blue sky with slow moving clouds.
or at night on a roof top where there aren't any street lights to take away from the beauty of the stars. nature is pretty."
_lemon honey

why did I post that...because those are MY thought exactly

_mC

Day 1/Day 2

(Jan.29)Say You Will?

So in times of crisis who do YOU call?
I always got somebody, and they look out for me and we chill and talk about things, So I'm thankful for that. I don't need ostentation from anybody, I really don't... its the little things that count...its just that they never seem to add up for me. Between trying to encourage my friend(s) to be creative, Promoting, and just looking out for everyone. I get called selfish? amongst other things...
Yeah imma fall back because al this giving (& being genuine) is costing me too much.


-------

(Jan.30)Brooklyn Girls

"I'm cold as ice/ all through the night"?

I'm just gonna today
go to class...eat this tasty ass burrito that's waiting for me and work on music(me)
if I get my mic and stuff I might even turn my phone off.
I'm making this post in the morning, so no fuckery has occurred today for me to blog about...but now back to this Brooklyn Girls
will update if required.
Fin.

_mC

QOTP
"Theres nothing I could ever do to fix it...
all she ever asked me for was time"
_Drake

As I...

As I return from a walk outside to talk to my girl Mary, I somehow manage a phone call with Spencer, Talking to the cops!, and hiding the girl.

Thats what You call a W.

----- <- Ode lol

Pizza in the crib? check!
Drink in the crib? check!
Do I have a HOST of random/ unreleased Drake songs on my desktop at home? CHECK!

-----

"I stayed late tonight aye?
You know what happens when I stay late, right?"


-----


no offense homie..but there is MUUUCH comedy in this name...

-----



fin.


_mC

and i'm out..
QOTP (Quote of the Post):
"So what ya owed me/ Was to the old me
and yeah ya knew me/ but its a new me
so keep the loose change(2cent?)/ I'll keep a loose leaf
to document changes it gets too deep..."
~mC

STRICTLY FOR MY NINJAS

...Spread Love.


Love everybody who's on this joint to death*...


_mC
P.S. I MADE A MIXTAAAAAPE LMAO!!
i'm lunchin'



*Spencer be on some other shit sometimes tho'...

hello world.
pika pika.
:)

chillin&grillin. jillscott&videogames. winterbreak. timepause.
rewind.
play.
play.

rhyme.

I'm a Old man

a Nigga is old as shit...
And nothing reminds you how old you are like youth
and I'm only 20...

Aside from that:
(1)PICTUReS, (2) PEOPLe, (3) PEACe, (4)mSHE

_mC

New Years Resolutions More/Less

9 Positive Traits:
Heartily friendly and congenial, a hail-fellow, humanitarian instincts, a giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression, readily influenced to do good works, artistic and writing talents.

9 Negative Traits:
Self-adulation, scattered interests, possessiveness, moodiness, careless with finances, wanting peer attention.

FACT :-/

New Years Resolution(s)
-Tobacco is Wacko...so no more smoking*(less)
-save $(more)
-Grades(more)
-MyouSICK(more)
-Love(less) (joke?..whateva)


_mC

*...that