Friday, June 19, 2009

This might break a whole bunch of [n-word] rules...

But someone please explain to me in great detail this saying 'bros over hoes'.
not that I necessarily disagree with the statement, but I feel like people have started to use this as a blanket 'fix' or reply for any and all situations involving triangular disputes with guys and girls.
well, honestly not that It needs that much explaining
I figured that the general rule of those is to look out for your 'bros':

brother(s) -
1. a male with the same parents as someone else; "my brother still lives with our parents"
2. a male person who is a fellow member (of a fraternity or religion or other group); "none of his brothers would betray him"
3. a buddy: a close friend who accompanies his buddies in their activities
*feel free to pick any definition that applies to you*

over lookin' out for said 'hoes'

1. A skank
2. A woman that is too loose in the booty.
3. Woman or man that fuck anything with two legs.
*again, feel free to pick any definition that applies to you*

and thats certainly understandable, but the confusion in this comes from all the forged 'brotherhood' amongst social circles
and the assumed 'hoe-ness' of young women.

does 'bros over hoes' apply to your mom and dad?
how about does it apply to your sister(s) and whoever they are dealing with?

my whole point is to say:
before people toss around the 'bro's over hoes' all willy nilly, one should take a sincere look at what where they stand in relation to other people. because you could be saying bro's over hoes
but my man Ludacris says
"Most of us niggas is hoes too..."
So what you really saying?


Sunday, June 14, 2009


I just want to tell one person everything...

...but I can settle for telling everyone nothing.
I guess this is the end result of those things.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Sooooo blog.

What's up?
How are you doing?
thats cool...
Did I tell you that I been struggling with some things lately?
I mean of course always...but some things in particular got me bent outta shape.
Its like... my sanity is fighting against my image.
My image says 'chill'
my sanity says... 'blow this joint up'
metaphorically of course...
but tomorrow's gonna be a good day...
and i'll have plenty of pics to share with you blog.
you remember when i used to post pics off the regular?...
yeah I got my camera (and some time) lets go back for that feeling...
that feel good shit...

Love you!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Dear World

At Approximately 4:32 in the morning.
I became infuriated.
I was about to doze off
then I went to this blog that I go to
clicked a single little link...
and it set my blood on fire.
I promise i've been searching my whole entire entity for it
but I cannot find any.

Cynthia only had one.


Monday, June 1, 2009

Psych 101

The main problem about actually paying attention in psych class is that, when you get to that chapter about coping mechanisms, you might just run the risk of remembering what the f*ck they were talking about.
So as I find myself going through the different stages, I can't even really TRULY pass through any of them...
The result in my mind tripping over itself...
"Oh this is just my brain attempting to conjure up some logical, seemingly factual, reasoning as to why I should be completely ok"
"this is just my brain making light of something major in order to make it easier to deal with emotionally ..."
"And THIS is my brain yadda yadda yadda...."
You ever think about something so much that you tell yourself to shut the f*ck up about it?

I could ask what I, personally did wrong...
and then I could eventually just chalk this feeling and series of events up to anything I might have 'gotten away with' in the past
treat it like karma coming back to me...
....but the sad thing is... I know that thats just a coping mechanism as well...

its 4 in the morning and I just have one question that my brain can't cancel out...
What was there ever to gain?