Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Facts.Experience.Life.Etc.Vent.

Opinion:
Knowing facts doesn't do too much for anybody besides the gratification that comes from winning arugments. The practical application of knowledge is what defines or defis wisdom. In ones ability to increase the quality of life is where worth is found.


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But.

I don't pretend so have some great Mishka hat with an all-seeing eye on it or something
this aint Lord of the Rings.

Ok, I'm guess there are some similiarities.
(facts)

"n-n-no-now that-that don't kill me..."
Sitting here, going back through various verses that I've penned for whatever reason,
I've come to the conclusion that...
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Some more than others, Others more than some, but none more than you.
You being ME.

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And THIS version of cupids arrow...

Has taught me that sometimes patience is the best tool in your tool box, for problems cannot always be solved using a hands on approach. Which is why I'm sitting here, tired as [expeletive] (I forgot it was MY blog for a second) FUCK! wanting to go to bed, waiting on someone. But instead of bitching about it...or you know leaving (common sense would tell you...) I'm being patient.
I guess all people come into your life for a reason or something like that.
(Experience)


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(Life)


Yo, Fuck what you heard...If you don't think that The Lord of the Rings was one of the dopest trilogies to ever be put into movie form, then you don't understand how life is supposed to work. Matrix WHAT!?
(etc.)

_eMCee

P.S. When I say DO NOT look at my camera...its for your OWN DAMN GOOD! (Sam has been made aware)... if you ONLY knew about my life. It DEF has its...umm...random, unfocused, sincere, moments, but i'll show you what i want you to see, as humans tend to do.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Style.Fate.Friends.

So... I guess to being on THIS particular Post... I have to admit something.
I think about style more than you. Not YOU, just you in a general sense (I think at least), I like to let on this facade as if it's just a fleeting thing that I think about from time to time in actuality, I'm aware of more fashion related things that I care to admit, Especially in the particular area that I find my style being in now. Which is...**shudders**...Nope...i'm not even going to say that (or those) word(s).
Someone can get 2 points for guessing what that word is correctly.
Either way...Onto the Pictures.


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Fit.

Now the AVERAGE eyes, you'd think...ok..a hat with an eyeball on it and a shirt with a bear on it.
To me (and my conglomerate) it reads MNWKA (Mishka for those not fluent in Russian)
I think Mishka is a DOPE ass brand... I try S0o0o Hard not to get caught up in Labels...but...I think the shits dope, thats all that matters to me. But I won't Bore you guys With the details of what I wear.
Oh yeah...and dirtied HalfCabs...
(and to Think I SWORE I'd never fuck w/ Vans...) In fact...you know that song from THE PACK I often parodied it with...
" Got my vans on, cause I got a small penis..." But
them cunts got my money, so i can't say too much bad about them for making a dope shoe


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(I mean just Look at them)


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How seriously should I take this?
(answer: probably not that serious)
How seriously DO i take this?
(answer: very damn seriously)

Wish me well
UNTIL NEXT TIME!!!!
_The eMCee

P.S. Yes..the towel that I use is VERY Purple...and I gives no damn.
"Nigga's wanna bring the 80's back//
Thats ok cause that where they made me at..."
_Jay-Z

Friday, November 23, 2007

Blue Magic!

I seem to just be a fan of blue things in general

Blu (Of Blu & Exile)

Bloo (fosters House of Imaginary friends)

Blue Cantrell (Remember her?)

Blueprint (read: Jay-Z?)

Blue Collar (read: Rhymefest)

Blue (+Cement) Stabs
(this pic makes me wish mine weren't beat to hell :'( )
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and this Blue Magic seems to be no different
I just can't get enough, its almost as if I'm addicted
And i mean in BOTH forms...
Of American Gangster that is...
I'll Tackle the Film First...But i'll make it quick cause i have to run and swipe my Blue Card
*seeing as how its black friday and all*
But I digress.
Denzel's Performance in the movie was ON point (as usual)
The WHOLE...Tale is pretty motivating No, not to sell drugs, but to just make moves. and as far as movies go these days *cough*SAWIV*cough* its nice to see something Original. True the 'Gangsters rise and fall' movies are nothing new, but this one is from the black perspective and get this, it ACTUALLY HAPPENED!
I almost understand why Jay-Z put together a whole album after this, because when the movie finished. I wrote 3 songs that NIGHT because i really just felt motivated to make moves.
"The man I worked for, had one of the biggest companies in New York City, he didn't own his own company. The white man owned it, so he owned him. Nobody owns me though."
-Denzel as Frank Lucas
And THAT is how it starts
American Gangster I mean.
THE ALBUM.
Many people hail this particular work as one of Jay-Z's top 3-4? Albums. Sitting shoulder to shoulder with classics like Reasonable Doubt, The Blueprint, and In My Lifetime Vol.1. At first I considered all of these people dumb, and blasphemous to the career which has been Jay_HOVA! But after thoroughly listening to the album. Its a damn good album.
"To call this an album would do it a great disservice, for it is, really and truly, an experience. Look into the dark heart of this opus, and you will find a liberated artist succeeding in precisely what he wants to achieve. And thinking once again about what that French lecturer told me on that train to York: if America truly offers both the best and the worst of what this world has to offer, then this is the very best describing aspects of the very worst."
(an Excerpt from the www.rapreviews.com review of American Gangster)
Passing on reviewing the album,
i'll just say its a dope ass album
sans:
-Hello Brooklyn (EEEGHCK!)
-Ignorant Shit (not a bad track, just out of place and slightly dated)
-The production didn't really faze me at first, but...its fitting.

"The irony of selling drugs, is like its sorta like using it//
guess its two sides to what substance abuse is//"
~Jay-Z

So as i pop American Gangster back into the DVD player
and press play on my itunes, I wish YOU a happy turkish Delight Day AND Black Friday

_eMCee

P.S. I HATE PORNO's WITH WACK ASS MUSIC.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Shore

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...

Limbo-
Life is a beach
I’m shore
desperate for a place to land

But maybe death is where I’m meant to
under.stand
Heaven
is where I find myself
alone
So to sin, in a sense
Would be to engage
Losing innocence…

Free me from fire
life is a beach

of that I am shore
desperate for a place to land
or at least hell I can
stand.up
for heaven

_eMCee

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Discreet Shiiiiit*

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Discretion

"1.2.3. Mos Def and Talib Kweli
I said 1.2.3. BlackStar Shine Eternally"
~Mos Def


_eMCee

Thursday, November 15, 2007

::WARNING::
The following post contains URINE and BLOOD. Thank you.

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Foggy Nights

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Foggy Days

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Blood Samples

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Urine Samples

_The eMCee

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Circles

Life has this inevitable way of unnerving you when ever you've settled into your cute little 'comfortable' nest. Given these late night programs that I watch (on TLC, Discovery, Health Channel etc.) chronicling a lifespan and condensing an average of 72 (yep 72's the average) years into an hour long television program, one might begin to believe that I know whats REALLY good. I do, to a certain extent, so when news of a certain West hit me, the impact was muffled. I'd already come to terms with the fact that lifelines are more reminiscent of life segments. So with that being said, there was no fanfare of me calling and telling my friends and family, nor was there an overly dramatic tear-filled moment. There was a deep feeling of sorrow, a couple of moments of silence, a thank you and thoughts of a blog that I'd dedicate to a woman who'd done so much for me though she'd never know my name.
How do you honor death?, by celebrating life...and I do that by living it to the fullest.
So, people its precious, I've gathered that much from it if nothing else.
R.I.P. Donda West
-End-
-Beginning-

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So he told me that we remind him of Little Brother today...


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Kid Robot x Earth

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Remember? ha...nice seeing you!

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Do you read Russian?

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Do you Read Russian yet?

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....feels that bad huh? Its not.

“Reminiscing on unborn kings
I stand silently, honored by her presence
for she is the flower who blooms
amongst
the city lights and concrete monuments
where the rest of the family’s tree
wilted or waned
for SHE
is the rock amongst which the waves crash
and where many of her kind
were made soft
reduced to sandy shores,
she held sternly,
“hurt me much, break me never…”
thoughs of a revolutionary
actions in evolution
yet surrounded by pollution
For SHE
Who never fled the fight
stands here, alone against odds…”
[Incomplete]
_M

"For SHE..."

_the eMCee

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Miss I...

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Wipe my face of your lip-gloss
though a trace was left
In the absence of your warmth
Attempting to retrace these steps.
Smearing your lipgloss onto my face
Kissing you
Embracing the taste
Picking myself up out of love
Re-living the chase…
No matter how I re-arrange the words
Miss I… you
You, I Miss
I Miss You…
It all reads the same.


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Friday, November 2, 2007

Pride.

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Family.

Proud of ya.